I just want to be a great person

I just got back from school and I am so so tired. I had a dance training with a few friends an hour ago for the upcoming graduation day and it was kind of lame cuz the choreography isn't fully finished and had to perform to bunch of schoolmates who "did not seem to respect" it. I had problem with the steps that I can't catch up, so, it was some kind of embarrassing. I think once again I am humiliating myself with the things I am not good at. It's really difficult for me to be just me inside and out. I don't know what I'm trying to prove of. Maybe I just wanted people to see me differently and not some kind of weirdo? Being me is really sucks. okay I'm done here, chiao.